Wednesday, February 28, 2007

precious moments

ruiz. a wonderful listener and pal. thanks for your encouragement during my downs and your joy in sharing my ups.

jia. never fail to inspire me in faith and passion in our wam ministry.


xin. a very faithful and sweet- spirited person. entrusted with little, entrusted with much.


ame. very jovial person. simple faith and belief is what you have.

wyn. a sincere friend who i enjoy talking with. oh, she can be cranky at times. hehe

gwen. totally enjoy hanging out with her. she is my chill- out pal.


philo. she has transformed the youth communication and media to a higher notch. sweet- spirited leader.


puay. you cant miss her out. she is our dear puay puay, always bursting with joy and laughter.


yiyou. faith is who she is. she brought the youth decor to greater milestones. amazed at her faith and joy level.

jiali. enjoyed so much in our chats. someone whom i can count on.


voon. its really my joy to be part of your life. your countless times of support in strength and prayers are what i'm grateful for.

listening: You look wonderful tonight by Eric Clapton

Monday, February 26, 2007

the famous P

photo courtesy of the melindas' kim sam soon's piggy soft toy. how cute is that!

coincidentally, i'm born in the year of pig. simply love this pig.

listening: It is You by Hillsongs


need You more

with all my heart
with all my soul
i live to worship you and praise forevermore
Lord everyday i need you more
on wings of heaven
i will soar with you
Lord, the only audience of my life is you. i desire for every aspect in my life to honor you. my sole purpose for existence is to worship you. nothing else. and for that reason, i will dance like never before, i will sing like never before, i will shout for joy like never before. i really need you more. in all that i am, in all that i do. in my every word and action. my ministry is yours Lord. without You in it, nothing will bear fruits. God, guide me into this year's ministry.
listening: It is You by Hillsongs

Saturday, February 24, 2007

for your beautiful soul

Get your priorities straight, recapture your ministry joy
by Rick Warren

"You find joy in ministry when you keep your priorities straight. Don’t lose your joy over things that aren’t important. Christ is important. And there are a lot of less important things that can cause you to lose your joy in ministry." Rick Warren

A lot of people – including those of us in ministry – are looking for joy in all the wrong places. As pastors, we want to find it in a bigger church, a more effective ministry, and often the accolades of our peers and church members. Yet we do this in vain. We won’t find joy there.
Last week, I shared with you what I believe is the number one joy killer in ministry – legalism. I strongly believe that misplacing our priorities is next in line. Paul talks about his own priorities in his letter to the Philippians. He said: “But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish that I may gain Christ.” (Phil. 3:7-8 NIV)
This is Paul’s “Profit and Loss Statement.” He says however I once “profited,” I now simply count as loss compared to knowing Jesus. Your priorities are out of whack in ministry if they aren’t squarely focused on the person of Jesus Christ and if you can’t count everything else as a loss compared to him. That’s one of the reasons why Paul can stay joyful despite being imprisoned as he is writing this letter.
Notice the phrase, “I consider [it all] rubbish that I may gain Christ.” The translators were being polite. The word isn’t rubbish – it’s dung, manure. He’s not mincing words. Paul says that everything we have is worthless garbage without Jesus. Fame, money, or power can never replace the simple joy of knowing Jesus.
You find joy in ministry when you keep your priorities straight. Don’t lose your joy over things that aren’t important. Christ is important. And there are a lot of less important things that can cause you to lose your joy in ministry. People don’t do what you want them to do. They don’t show up when you want them to show up. They don’t help when you want them to help. They’ll let you down. If you keep your focus on these things, it’ll be easy to lose your joy.
Paul is telling us in this letter that it doesn’t matter what kind of accolades you have, how big your church is, or how many books you’ve written – you can have all of that in ministry and still be unhappy. Paul points out in Philippians 3:8 that life consists of tradeoffs. He counted everything as loss so that he may be found “in Christ.”
Jesus said something similar about tradeoffs. He told us that we can’t serve two masters. You’ve got to decide what or who will be number one in your life. Many of us want Jesus plus something else. We want to serve God in ministry, but we hold on to other things as well. Paul says he gave up all of these things to know Christ.
The reasons our priorities are off and thus our ministries are joyless is because we know we have to give up certain things in order to truly live for Christ. We’re afraid we’ll have to be restricted.
But we can hardly escape the reality. When we come to Jesus Christ, we give up everything. The funny thing is, when we do that, we realize we’ve never had it so good. He takes what we’ve given to him and he reforms it, reshapes it, adds new meaning to it, and gives it back to us in a new way.
Jim Elliot, the missionary martyred by the Indians down in Ecuador, said, “He is no fool to give up that which he cannot keep for that which he cannot lose.”
So what are you afraid to give up? What’s gotten out of priority in your life and in your ministry? Has a relationship with Christ been replaced by your ministry goals?
It’s time to rearrange your priorities – and recapture your joy.
listening: (silence)

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Naruto: Shippuuden

alrightey...finally naruto is back on track, end of the never- ending filters. dishing out naruto: shippuuden!!! caught episode 001 to 002 during cny. naruto is the first ever anime i caught and i got hooked after catching the first episode.


on a cny mood, caught protege and ghost rider on screen. found myself hanging around my coffee table the most number of times in the entire year, helping myself with pineapple tarts, cashew nuts and longan with red date drinks.
listening: Haruka Kanata by Asian Kung Fu Generation

Monday, February 19, 2007

fruits

was at Matthew 3 this morning. the verse 8 says "produce fruit in keeping with repentance". when i was a younger believer, i do not understand this verse fully. i began to understand what does repentance means. the holy spirit convicts, i realise it and i made that prayer of saying sorry to God for my inappropriate words or actions. repentance. such prayers could be made easily, thus, how do we measure repentance? by what ways is it shown? it is through the amended actions that follow after the prayer of repentance. there will be positive results shown after repentance was made. it is not just found in what was seen on the surface expression, in that one confession to God alone. true repentance happens in a step by step progress, it is a daily affair. once we told God that we would change or kick off the habits that does not honor Him, it requires much of our human efforts to discipline our mind and body to work hand in hand with God. God knows that we aren't any super human beings, He knows our weaknesses more than we do. He also, will keep watch over us and holy spirit to remind us in our walk. producing fruits is a daily job.
listening: Hazard by Richard Marx

Sunday, February 18, 2007

happy birthday, livi!

a belated birthday post for livi. went fish and co-ing with livi and roys last thursday for our lunch. its been wonderful years knowing livi as one of my close friends. i first heard her name when shirls mentioned to me that her younger sis is coming to town for studies years ago.
livi, thanks for your friendship these years. truly enjoyed those times we chatted, they were precious to me, an encouragement to me to go on in my ministry. i look forward to days of sharing in both your ups and downs. thanks livi :)
listening: Chance! by UVERworld

Saturday, February 17, 2007

V day

met at soup spoon for our dinner and chill at tcc. a wonderful night to rest and relax.

xiaojia. she is the queen of media and sound.


ame. a faithful and supportive sound crew. you gotta check out her laughter. muhaha.

wyn. veteran actress. she can be super cranky at times. (most times in fact)


jiali. my dance IC. aka mashimaro. aka lily hua. (okay, i better stop at here)


ruiz. our female keyboardist. lovesss sweet things.

listening: (silence)

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

sweet valentines

valentine's messages for my sweet ones...
ruth: you've been a great friend these years. someone i totally enjoyed being with. our swimmings and yakun toasts... luv it!
tamar: the one moment i will never forget is that night u gave chase. Thanks for listening & sharing with me things thats close to you. Im honored to share in your joy.
nicole: you are really my mother hen. I cant fully express my gratitude towards ur protection and watching over my life.
debster: i enjoyed our bus ride two weeks ago. you taught me so much abt being simple & optimistic in life.
shirls: thanks for believing in me. you listened to my every thought & feeling yet maintained trust in me.
listening: L-O-V-E

Monday, February 12, 2007

somewhere over the weekend

congrats to my xiao jia and aloy for their O levels results! i'm so happy for jia that i called the wrong person to congrat last friday.
shuz: *frantically punching on number pad* halo!!!! congrats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jiali: er...shuz, you called the wrong person. i'm jiali.
shuz: *huh?* oh.....er.....ohh......*still blur, thinking that jiayi got jiali to answer the phonecall for her*
shuz: *search for jiayi's number* halo!!! jiayi!!! congrats!!!
met jia and aloy to discuss about their poly courses too.




EX3 services ended! i'm off to my treat tommorrow. it just feel so good to plan a treat and rest after weeks of practices, rehearsals and services. big thank yous to ben, qianjin, jiayi, daniel leow, aloy, huiying, xiangyu, wynnie, jingqi, junyao, jasmine loh, yiyou, mabel, hannah, kaiwen, brandon, winstar, eevoon, jiali, dennis, shirls and the rest who are involved in the EX3 productions!
sunday 530pm. 4.3 km. bedok reservoir. first time there. non- stop. i did it!
listening: A shoulder to cry on by Tommy Page

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

sweet memories in a bite

met my two aunties in town for a time of shopping. i must say that i'm really very blessed by the both of them. my second auntie is such a great cook. i'll pop by her place for some nice dinners if i have not had mine. aunty jane is just awesome. a listener. a friend. a comforter. a mother. ah.. she is just everything. not forgetting mei, got her some tops too.
met jiayi in her fav yoshinoya. had a great time of sharing. "...short- lived..." *winkz winkz* ;)
wonderful wonderful time with wyn over kopi yesterday. glad to share my life with her. *winks too*
flashback to monday, here's the three of us again in kap macs. sure did we had fun with shannie's new cam.


listening: Bed of roses by Bon Jovi

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

i am a fan of jay

http://youtube.com/watch?v=EfGNssDK7IY
黄金甲 is his latest tune from the recent movie.
alrightey. i am a fan of jay chou. check out his previous movie music video.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=SDTjHIOXv_0
一路向北 in initial d movie.

listening: 黄金甲 by Jay chou

Sunday, February 04, 2007

You steer my wheel

i felt God's hands steering the wheel of my life bit by bit, step by step, leading me to a higher place. Lord, this is exciting. lead me on. i will come.
listening: In Christ alone

Friday, February 02, 2007

baby! Its you!

how cold and icy she can look.
*trying hard* *beep. failed*
sleeping in the morning. she came into my room and pull my blanket up and down from my face. i responded back with a sleepy oei. she is my lovely kid sister. mei mei. shuping. she's been a great friend, a constant listening ear to me. loves going shopping with her cause she has 101 comments on my purchases. helpful comments. mei: why are you still carrying that kinda bag?! (i owned a red crumpler) jie: easy and comfy wa... i pray and wish for good things to come your way in your studies and ministry. we have never done this before. but yea. lets study together soon yea? *winkz*

listening: Give us clean hands by Mark Schultz